Reelity (Reality) Bytes

Well, this is reality. I guess a lot has changed since. I ain't missing nothin'. But though you may not respect me anymore, at least respect my mum when u see her. You know her, she knows u. I dun care who u're going out with, I can't be bothered. Yes, whatever I said was bullshit. I admit it, twas' bullshit. I can't believe I said those words previously. But anyway, .......fuck it.

And thus far...

I'm so fresh that I'm fresher than peels.. haha.. aight aight.. just cos I got arab money and balled it last night doesn't mean I can rock all the time.. But in the meantime, it's nice to be the Royal Fly-ness.. Sure beats Dopeness.. or Freshness.. oh wait, Im fresh as it is.. haha!

anyway, im beginning to love RP.. after loathing it for 2 years, I think I can grasp the fact that it's easier in Final Year.. Albeit FYP.. haha! so, year 1s, enjoy ur time while it lasts.. Year 2, persevere for now.. My fellow batch people, cheers to the good life! :D

Cos Serenade Tagged Me

1:Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
gee.. so many spots.. heeeeee.. i ain't tellin'! :p

2:How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
feelin excited.. cos i wanna rock orange today! :)

3:Who was the last person you took a photo with?
darn.. i can't remember.. oh! wit the EMP clique..

4:Would you consider yourself to be spoilt?
Prolly.. But I grew up in the ghetto b4..

5:Would you ever donate blood?
nah.. blood is too precious.. like water..

6:Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yes, in fact, all my best frens are female..

7:Do you want someone dead?
not really..

8:What does your last text message say?
"bro, aku kat TRCC" "bro, I'm at TRCC"

9:What are you thinking of right now?
alotta thangs.. FYP, PP, CE, EMP, SLA, RP, girls.. :p

10:Do you wish someone was with you right now?
yes of cos.. I just dun wanna say the name.. :D

11:What time did you go to sleep last night?
midnite? was youtubing for snoop dogg's stuff..

12:Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
At CWP.. went shopping last night.. ARAB MONEY!!

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes.. but it's people..

14: Who was the last person to text you?
Nas..

15: 10 people tagged to do this quiz:
1. Serenade - TAKE IT BACK!! :p
2. Azura
3. FKD
4. Kidda Jidda
5. KHRL
6. Dopey - if she knows i got a blog la..
7. Nadiah Loves
8. Memnoch :p
9. Myza
10. Sheril

16: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
Not that I know of.. hmm.. not in a long time, anyway.. :D

17: Is 3 a male or a female?
Male.. My bro, homebwoi, nigguh..

18: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
that would be one for my *ahem* collection! :p

19: What is Number 1 studying about?
Outdoor Adventure Learning.. have fun riding!

20: Is Number 4 single?
Nope. Blessed with someone.. :D

21: Say something about Number 2?
the cutest girl i've ever seen.. :D other than that, she's one of the bestest fren anyone could have..

22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
Dope + Dope = Overdosage.. Bad..

23: Describe Number 9.
Pretty and really cute.. haha.. good fren too..

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
hmm.. that be weird.. really weird.. hahaha..

25: Do you like Number 8?
my nigguh!

Back to School

2nd day of school and I'm tired already. Haha. But I'm glad to see those familiar faces.. Zoo, Serenade, umm.. many more la.. And new faces as well.. Heeeheee! *hint hint* Hmm, the new system was ok.. At least I can sleep in abit more.. Haha!

Appreciation.. Didn't I do that?

Not that I wanna care but I dunno.. It's dwindling, waning, whatever..

And Grandma brought it up

Grandma brought up the subject again, to which I fell silent. How or what am I suppose to say? I honestly didn't know what to tell her. She found out eventually and told me off, to which again I fell silent. Not that I dun wanna fight and defend myself but it's saddening to hear her bring that name up again. It's not that I dun wanna hear it. I do, I really do.

I wanna see that face again, wanna talk to her normally again. I really wonder how she is.

Most of my nights are spent on wishful thinking, seeing tears dropping from the sky, till I fall asleep. All I know right now is she's "ok" and she doesn't ... fuck this..

Wow. Comeback.

Hahaha.. After a few months of absence, finally I'm blogging again!

November - April = 6 months..

Sorry guys, been busy with school and outside stuffs..

Well, been making beats again.. FYP's a bitch..

Next week, school's starting and I can't wait to see her again! :)